Just a Baby, no Love: A Secret Baby Romance by Ena Fitzbel

Author:Ena Fitzbel [Fitzbel, Ena]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: EF Publishing
Published: 2021-03-20T05:00:00+00:00

16

Love-on-the-Run

Sandro

The Next Morning - A Saturday in August

Awake at the first light of day, I open my eyes. Julia is still sleeping. I find her tucked in the hollow of my arms, her silky hair caressing my chest. Our bodies are one, and still, nothing yet has happened between us. I remain a while breathing it in, not daring to move. Her sweet perfume floats in the air and blesses me with confused memories. A feeling of déjà vu is slowly creeping into me. It seems to me that I've already lived through this moment, that I already know this woman.

It's a frustrating feeling not being able to understand what's happening to me. No woman before Julia has ever made me feel like I belonged. Here. In her arms. With her by my side, no more nightmares came to haunt me. I didn't sleep with her. Not yet. Maybe we'll get that started tonight or tomorrow. But until that is, indeed, the situation and I can honor my contract, I will have to take the necessary distance to avoid any attachment.

I can't afford to fall in love with her. Not now that I've shown up in all my ugliness. Everything would be easier if I hadn't had the weakness to tell her in detail how my parents died. That's the entire story of my life. I'm just a loser who fails at everything he sets out to do.

From the time I was a child that reputation stuck with me. I wasn't very bright in school. Mathematics was a thorn in my side. My father blamed me for my continuous underwhelming activity. It wasn't until after his death that a doctor diagnosed me with dyslexia. It took many sessions with a speech therapist to treat me, but that didn't eradicate my problem. Even today, I still have to make a second count of my change or a simple calculation. It's not uncommon for me to invert the digits of a phone number.

All the same, I still managed to get an education and a stable, well-paying job at Bombarder. But I had to resign under the pretext that it was deadly boring. So I founded a communication consultancy that is not working. Wishing to get out of the rut, I tried to make some money playing the male escort. As a result, I've come across some nutcases who only think about kicking my ass. These kinds of shitty schemes only happen to me!

Then I met the most delightful creature in Julia. I asked her out for a drink. She seemed to enjoy my company. But the first thing I had in mind to do was to sell her my sperm. And why did I reveal to her the worst of my secrets? The one about having to leave my mother to die without being able to help her.

With what Julia has learned about me, she won't be able to look at me the same way she used to. Yesterday, I found that out more or less thanks to her eyes.

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